nothing beats them when youre in nyp,nursing group A.lol.shy and faiqah not around.

and to think of it,why am i still awake at this time(1.30am) when i need to wake up by 5.30am for school .BRAIN is the reason why i cant sleep.fuck human anatomy.have always been a pain in my ass since sec 3.tssssssk.from skeleton,to muscles now,the freaking brain.what is it got to do with nursing?!this semester really tought us everything that doesnt relate with nursing. tell me bout it,we even have a skit for our project.what ?to be an actress in the future?oh!teach patients?they think we want to be teacher issit?k,im considering.ahahhahah!

anyway,ive lost interest in blogging.maybe i just dont have the time to update.work+studying.wat the,no life.ye laaaa,aku kan nk kahwin...cari duit nk save untuk kahwin uhhhhhhhh.bukan nk derma kat tabung amal untuk kakak2 tunang yg nak kahwin eyy.ahahahhahaha!and not only me,the problem why i dont blog.onsugar is also such a pain in the ass for not letting me to upload pictureszszs.

 URGH.WHY CANT YOU JUST STOP FLIRTING AND FACE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE HAVING A RELATIONSHIP.IVE HEARD ALOOOOOT OF STORIES ABOUT YOU.SERIOUSLY.I WONDER WHY YOUR GIRLFRIEND STILL STICK TO YOU.LOVE IS BLIND UH.TOO BLIND THAT SHE DONT EVEN KNOW THAT HER BOYFRIEND IS ONE BIG JERK WHO LOVES TO GO AROUND FLIRTING GIRLS.

period.

and why some people keep thinking im nineteen?!three people say soo.IM ONLY SEVETEEEEEEEEEEEN.pls eyy,still young and lovely.

tpi yg paling aku tkleh angkat,ader org ingat aku ni budak ite.cheeeeeesepie.pnat2 aku pass olevel,krg kater aku ni bdak ite.kurangajiak!dengar je aku bdak poly,muker tros epic.sepak kaaaaaaang.

beside me,kakak2 da nk masuk tiga tahun ngn matair.yg colour pink tuu,kakak2 da tunang.yg paling hujung tuu,kakak2 yg sdah bertahun-tahun ngn matairnyeee.saper nk yg paling cute tuu?masih single dohh.tgk muker dier,sweeeeet.ahahahahahh!prangai najis sia nurul.

when your life is full of paparazzi.ahahahahahhahahah!

see what i told you.

"azrah kalau smile tk tutup mulut tk sah."ahahhahahah.since young uh baybeh.see that baby above.when i smile,my eyes will be semicircle and ill open my mouth.never change up till now.   CUTE PE DOHHH!

TUKAR HP EYY AZRAH.last warning.

AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHHAH!lepak!

this week's monday is the best cause school start at twelve whereas the previous weeks start at 8 -.-  so,im kinda hyper today.dont know why.cause maybe im just hyper?ahahahha.k,i think im hyper everyday.lol.'live your life to the fullest' pls. niwae,since the whole classmate knew bout my new phone,everyone took picture with it.lol,k,not everyone.only the kaki-kaki photogenic play with it.hehs.here are their pictures.oh,bare with me cause there will be ALOT OF SYAZANA'S PHOTOS.so make sure,you have the antivirus in your lappy so her pictures wont spread virus.heh heh heh(:

seeeee,all her pictureszszsz.sigh.

when the tutorial teacher is as boring as biology,this what most of us did.

all were taken by syaz-.- she got nothing to do.seriously.

clarissa sng,irena kho and shireeeeen(:

life has been hectic.but pay makes it all rest assured.ahahahahahah(:so had a meeting with cotton on peeps in the store at 8 am.and the night before,came back home from work at 12midnight?damn tiring can?so,meet them,nyza(store manager),samson(ci),dee,rahman,ah boomz,ronnie,wywy,kim,megan,din,iqmal,faeez.anyone missing?k,goo.

so had a meeting,everyone was literally late and nyza,to my surprise,she nag nag nag.waaaah,da mcm grandmother.after the meeting,dee and samson have to work.so left the rest to go for ciggs-.- BUT ronnie doesnt smoke.quite shocked.lol.afterwhich,the chinese had to go for jamming.while,the rest,iqmal,din,nyza,faeez and me,went to orchard central levis store to meet YUSOFFFFFF(previous store manager)!waaaaaaah,he so berisi lah now.and iqmal was like,"kau stress sgt pe kene_____ smpai kau makan babi ?"  ahahahhahaha.godddddddd,how i miss yusoff and ramon):  store had never been the same since they left us. nyza have told us,"its not yusoff's fault.he's just unlucky." but luckily he got a job right after cotton on. therefore,to summarize everything,

'you lose,is not because you fail,but theres a better chance waiting for you.' kinda agree with iqmal's quote.lol.to a guy who talk the crappiest among all of us to say this.ahahahah.afterwhich,yusoff had to go back for work,while iqmal and din go for a haircut,me,nyza and faeez went for SHOPPPPPINNNGGG!

nyza crazy uh.last week bought two gucci bags and one coach bag.and she bought another coach.WTF.literally shopping spree uh too store manager.while faeez bought nike slipper while me,accesories(:heh heh(:

k,got to go.bubbyeeeeeeeeee.

from above,seems i have it all,but it doesnt mean anything,

since ..

many asked me,'why not in a relationship?'

easy.ive gone through the shittest thing a guy can ever do to a girl.wait,im still a virgin kay.not to worry.i know,maybe its karma cause ive ditched guys before.therefore,all i can answer them was,"i dont need anyone to love me except for my parents" not being a big fuck here,but many have been waiting for me but i just dont get the point,why now?   *shake head.

khai ever told me this,"the more preetier the girls,the bigger their baseball bats to whack you out of your senses".he got a point there,but it doesnt work to some girls.some of preety girls arent that bad.example,syaz,preety.yet she stay with her boyfriend even though he put her to the lowest.i dont know bout me...but luckily i aint that preety.adorable is me,to be precise.ahahahhaha.

k,bye.nk tdo.

I think that I love him more, more then life itself.
I know that ill never find nothing close to him
Never gunna stop (ill)
Love him till I drop, ain't never gunna let him go whoa
He drives me so crazy
I so love my baby
The way he be makin me feel

[Pre-chorus:]
I know you think im dead wrong (dead wrong)
Said this should not be going on (going on)
But are ya gunna stop my heart
from fallin in love?

[Chorus:]
Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Member when you told me that you didn't have no one
You would of give anything just to have someone
So don't hate on me cause
He's so good to me
He's so sweet to me
I know that you don't think I know enough
But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love (fall in love)

You think that we are too young well give me a break
I know when you feel in love you were 17
I thought you didn't stop, it was getting hot
And I know you didn't let him go whoa
So how is this different
And why should I listen to you
Don't know whats in my heart

[Pre-chorus:]
I know you think im dead wrong (dead wrong)
Said this should not be going on (going on)
And how ya gunna stop my heart
From fallin in love?

[Chorus:]
Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Member when you told me that you didn't have no one
You would of give anything just to have someone
So don't hate on me cause
He's so good to me
He's so sweet to me 
I know that you don't think I know enough
But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Member when you told me that you didn't have no one
You would of give anything just to have someone
So don't hate on me cause
He's so good to me
He's so sweet to me
I know that you don't think I know enough
But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love (fall in love)

I've been thinkin that it
You've been thinkin that it
It don't really matter what they really think about us
no (oh no) no (oh no) ahhhooo
And we can hold a talk forever
Long as you and I are together
You don't know whats in my heart

[Pre-chorus:]
I know you think im dead wrong (dead wrong)
Said this should not be going on (going on)
But how ya gunna stop my heart
from fallin in love?

[Chorus:]
Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Member when you told me that you didn't have no one
You would of give anything just to have someone
So don't hate on me cause
He's so good to me
He's so sweet to me
I know that you don't think were old enough
But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Member when you told me that you didn't have no one
You would of give anything just to have someone
So don't hate on me cause
He's so good to me
He's so sweet to me
I know that you don't think I know enough
But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love

blog rusting alert.okay,goo.

my life is so boring,school,work,school,work.dont bother to read whats new here cause theres nothing new.

'I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine .
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time .
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space. '

its just a matter of time(:

happy 48th to my daddy and happy 40th to my mum,

yes,both birthday fall on the same birthdate though their age gap is 8 years difference.cooool ryt?

any hot guys born on july 4th?ahahahhahhahaha(:(:to both of you,just wait what ive in store for you.it may not be a big one BUT its the thoughts that counts ryt?(:you know i love you.without both of you,i dont think i can be here,on earth.since kid,i know ive been a very naughty child yet,both of you are patient enough to bear with me. i looooove you(:

so,grandmother's cancer have gone up to stage three.its never been 'okay' to me ever since i get to know that thing appeared to be in her stomache.whats the use of having an operation to clear those cancerous thing when its still there?worst still,increase in stage?greaaat.

talking bout cancer,ive watched,'my sister's keeper'.also about a girl who had cancer since young.she cant live up to 5 yrs old but she made it till her 13th,thanks to her younger sister,who is brought up only to save her cancer sister.eversince the younger sister was born,all her body parts were given to her cancer sister just to save her because their mum cant accept the fact that her daughter is actually dying.her mum refused to let her daughter passed away,therefore she'll take any body parts from her youngest daughter to save her cancer daughter,including kidney.but,the youngest daughter wants to make her  own decision wether to give her body part.so she sue her parents just because they force her to save her cancer sister.why? watch it yourself(:

i was crying all the way,watching this movie.hehs.standaaaard.well,you all should watch the movie(: better still,syaz say the book is better.so im going to lend the book from library or buy it.lol.got my pay alreadyy(:going to buy the legend of the seeker's(:

laaaaaast niggggggght...i had a sweeeeeet dream.seriously.never had this kind of dream for eons now.but suddenly,i can sleep peacefully.and when i woke up at 12pm sharp,i dont even believe that im actually dreaming and i was,'since when did i sleep?'.cause the dream is soooo real.so real that i kept thinking till now.damn,why did i wake up exactly at 12pm?! i want that dream again.okay no.make it reality..preety pls?  ahahahahaha.who told me to have sweet dream last night willl get a treat by me.lol.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaah,i want to sleep again and how i wish to have that same dream again.):

i used to be lovedrunk but now im hungover.i love you forever,but now its over(:

believe it or not,ive watched the whole of 110 videos on the legend of the seeker serires 1.onllllly series 1?!where the hell is series 2?its premiering in november._.  i really guess i need to get my hands on those books of the legend of the seeker ;ike seriously.hahahhahahah.:P i know im obsessed over this show.many really get fed up with me whenever i start talking about the seeker and asked why the hell im so obsessed over it.i guess its not pnly about the hero himself but the storyline always keep me thinking while watching.now,go watch the legend of the seeker.i know,it may look like hercules or whatsoever but trust me,its waaaay better and different :D:D

niwae,school have been great.waking up in the morning everyday also great. greeeaaaaattt ._. kept sleeping during my 1.5 hrs bus rides to school.too tired i guess. but luckily it works on me. :D now,im off to sleep.see you guys later at night in msn(:

i know,my blog is becoming random and random each day.hehs.

can never be replaced.

just came back from work and *insert BIGBIG smile*,I LOVE THIS JOB.no,not cotton on.dont get this wrong,i love working with the cfc.dont know?then,dont even care to know.kalau nk tahu sgt,gy cari kat dictionary.hehs.even though its a public holiday,it aint busy.lol.double paaaaaay! ! !k,so like i was saying,it started off very very very very very bad but thanks to khai,i get through with it.why its started off very bad?they dont know that i was actually handling all the complaints._. LOL.from the start i was actually get all the complaints by the customer.ohhhh,krg ludah,aku jilatkan pe?!after 2 hours then they get to realise that the complaints were all forward to me._. whereas i should only take orders,not complaints.waaaah,tk klaka.but after that,everything went on smoothly(:was sitting beside iqah.skola dgn iqah...kerje pun dgn iqah.mati pun agaknye dgn iqah.

BUT,1 minute to my 'end of the day',someone called.a prank call._. wanna know our conversation?ahahahhaha.effing funny uh.

caller:can i upsize the pizza?     me:no,this is not macdonald where you can upsize.you want upsize,call macdonald.

caller:okay,so may i know how big is the biggest pizza?     me:the large pizza is 12 inches.

caller:if i want 24  inch?      me:we have no 24 inch.the biggest is 12 inch.

caller:140 inch? (by this time i know it was a prank call.but khai told me to just entertain them)   me:no,the biggest 12 inch.

caller:if i want a pizza which is bigger than my size?(laughing at the background)    me:we dont have.

caller:okay.but i want bigger than my size.at ntuc have or not?       me:then you go to ntuc and check yourself.

caller :okay lorh.then how to pay?       me:cash,visa or master card.

caller:ouuuhhh...arcade card can or not?       me:no,we dont accept arcade card.

caller:phone card?      me:(in the verge of crying) no.

then khai took my headphone.

khai:hello,can i help you?

them: . . . . . . . . .

and i cried.lol.thanks to khai for cheering me up.

tell me how im not addicted to 'the legend of the seeker' ?

it premiere last night on channel 5.so i watched it but kinda dissapointing because it was in series.so need to wait for next thursday to watch the second episode._. but me,the one who eager to watch the whole series,cant wait and go youtube to watch the whole episodes.total of 110 videos!but i only catch up till the 27th.imagine from 12am to 4am,watching only 27 videos?lol.i was lethargic so i slept.and fred was like,"satu kali tgk,nk tgk smpai hbes..kemaruk sgt."        whaaaat?the seeker is hot kayy.lol

k,everyone should really watch the legend of the seeker(: okayy?goo!

packed packed packed.schedule really give me a hard time.

monday ,was having the leadership camp,and i tell you it started off very very well.fadhil was there.k,wan pao and syafiq,shut the your mouth.theres nothing kay.nothing.always pick on me when it comes to fadhil.lol.krg jgn nk mrepek.hehs.satu satu aku kasi kepala krg tkder.da la botak,msok ns...nk kacau org lgy!hehs.during the camp,get to know many leaders that will be the mentor for next' years freshman camp and i cant wait.literally!:D:Dafterwhich,camp ends at 6 and my work start at 6.15.tell me,how can i travel from yiu chukang to toa payoh in 15 mins?TAXI ahhhhhhh.11 bucks plus plus kay...waaah,cheespie.but still,i was late._.

tuesday,same thing,wake up at 6 in the morning,off to school for the seconda day camp.the game was a quite challenging one.seriously.one of the hardest trial i ever participate in my whole life was the human ladder.imagine having to climb on the stick with only your friends carry the stick.easy say,you need to go from one end to the other end only using ur hand and your legs,horizontally.usually we climb,vertically but this time horizontally with your friends supporting you by holding the stick.and one end to the other end was quite far.tell me bout it,i got no more anergy to carry myself up to the few more steps cause all my energy was down.i cant even move.and end up,crying.but luckily,my groupmates are there to support me and there you go,i reach my goal which is the end point and my personal goal.:D:D thanks to my buddy of the whole day,shaun(: you know i'll miss you.very much indeed.after the camp,go straight to work which start at 6.15pm. and again,TAXI!  waaaah,11 plus plus bucks again.not funny siaaaa.two days straight!

wednesday,finally A BREAK.still,need to go to work which start at 5.:D:D thanks to cik zaleka for teaching me(:

and now,ive got nothing to say.

ps.i really love to see you  bring me down again.ive no idea why but really,everytime i fall because of you,it only makes me stronger(:

tired.yes,thats why is slept early last night and lol,many people called me around 3am but i dont pick up the phone.shagged is the answer...i wonder what they want from me late at night.and guess who called me early in the morning?COTTON ON.gimme a break,seriously.man called me earlier just to ask wether i can cover diane's shift for she have to go to the police station because her blackberry handphone was lost.SEE!go home late again!now,you left your handphone in the taxi!tsk.and now,i need to cover your shift when knowing the fact that i was really really lethargic.i EVEN sleep in the mrt while on my way to bugis.wow.

but heck,i need money badly.therefore work is the best way to earn money rather than 'besarkan pantat kat rumah'.lol.so yarr,worked from morning till 6.30pm.daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn.i think i need a sleep now.bye!

awesome is today(:

woke up around 10,eat.then go back to sleep.afterwhich woke up again cause iqah called for i dont know what cause i forget.ouh,i think she ask me to go for lepak sessions with fiyrah.BUT,im not free.cause im going out!bukan dgn balak aku ey iqah.afterwhich get ready and  went out with raihan for he wants to treat.kay,he wants or i  forced?  ahhaha.i think he want since he get 4 for his gpa.i wonder how the hell this tall guy can get 4.must be a nerd,thats what he say,dont blame me.so,meet him and off to bugis!ive been there for four days straight.asl bugis,muker aku..asl muker aku,bugis.dulu vivo,skarang bugis.lepas ni aper eyy.reached there,had caramel frappe at starbucks and walked around...then watched movie!

so,watched movie named 'bla bla bla meatballs' .the title was long and dont make sense but still,great show yet a boring one.first time kay watch a cartoon movie.ahahahah.lol.luckily 6 bucks.kalau taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak,aku da terbalik kan dah tu movie theatre.oh yar,the movie theatre in bugis is effing big can?the chair infront can literally block my view.seriously.ahahhaha!k,fine.im short.who cares,short ppl like me are cute:P

afterwhich,eat.someone's treat(:theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen,look for belt for me!baaaaaaah,mcm nk bankrupt sia aku ni.yesterday bought tops and bag.today,belt and band.and stop,im not going to finish up all my salary.damn.i still have two weeks to get my pay for the pizza hut call thingin.and 1 month to my cotton on pay.i really really need to save up like seriously:/

end the day by meeting my two best girls!

this was so sec three.and i miss the three of us.

iqah and nisha ♥

ive been going out non stop hit nowadays since school is starting soon.soo,this is the gist of what ive been doing since monday.

MONDAYwent out with iqah,shaf and shaf's bby's friends.first,head to paya lebar since shaf need to do her hair extensions.afterwhich,went to far east to shop then to shaw house to eat ljs.after meeting shaf's bby,we headed to bugis since i need to meet d manager for i dont know whats my schedule and they need to buy their bags at there too.

TUESDAY went to toa payoh for sme issue then headed to tampines to meet khuzaimah.da lamer tk jumper ni anak.rindu betul aku ngn dekni.tpi btol kater iqah,dekni mmg unpredictable.skejap ni,then you get to know dier menghilang...lpas tuu jumpe lgy.tkper lah petom,asalkan kau bahagia sdah kay(:

WEDNESDAY went to chua chu kang in mum's car to fect my bitch to bring her to the hospital for she need to go for an operation to take out the cancer thining from her stomache.i hope shes doing fine.):im her SECOND kesayangan tau.jgn main2.hahahahhaha.after sending her to cgh,i straight away go to school since there is a briefing on mentorship camp.gaaaaaaaah!get to meet my asses there.syaz!mas!jaja!:D:Dreaaaally2 cant wait for the camp which is on this coming monday and tuesday.*kening naik2,roll on the floor...k,stop.after the briefing,go work straight and i was late.sorry eh,peace.so,there were many MANNNNNNNYYYYYYYY shirts and shorts that havent been hang and folded.and fcuk,all the night shifts like me,need to do those work.its already 11 pm,still,there were two piles of shirts.so,i was complaining all the time since i was the only girl who do the job while the other three guys,kerje pun mcm pompan..tk tahu nk cpat.finish work around 11.45 and damn,all the exits of bugis junction is close.luckily im with han.and he was "cam ne nk balik sia!" hahahhahahah.but luckily i have a brain that can work.we go out through carpark.lol.tk pernah aku kluar shopping mall through carpark tau.hehs.then catch our last train,and from tamp mrt,i took cab while han walk home since he say its gonna be a 15 mins walk...which is hard to believe but who cares.

TODAY i wanna go out for shopping.and tomorrow maybe go out with raihan since he wants to treat me(:*kening naik2

k,bye.

gurantee - akon

ive no comment bout a creature ive bumped into just now.thanks syaf and iqah for the day(:

went out with this attica d to watch movie.phobia 2.a ghost movie yet a funny one in the end.and i swear i cant get over it.we kept talking bout the movie.overall,i'll rate 3/5.oh guess what,i cried.ahahha.i was too scared.the movie isn't that scary when i mean that scary ,it isnt very scary to all of you.but to me,mcm nk kluar je tu theatre.maaaaaaaaak,first time sia tengok cerite hantu ngn pompan.ahahhaha.igt aku je srg takot.si iqah pun tkleh harap.penakut jgak.trust me,she shout even louder than me.ahahaha.in the beginning,pompan ni nk step maner punyer berani je,sms org ni,org tuu.last part tros pekik.ahha.

AND GUESS WHAT?

I LOST MY IC,EZ LINK,COTTON ON PASS,NYP CARD.

best eyy.hilang ic mcm hilang identity gytu.

mmm,watcha sayyy?

'i love my cute people in the background'

im sorry to everyone for i dont reply to all the msg sent thru facebook,msn,sms.anything that has got to do to contact me.fir called me kerek,hidung tinggi,jual mahal.yes,call me anything.i know,hp ble minta kene buang.lappy boleh minta kene buang.tpi yg penting,rambut krenteng jgn digunting.

oh,to those college east students who are satisfy for their gpa,congratulations(:

to those whom not satisfy,choose  a blk okay.

niwae,im effing sick today.start with a sore throat then flu which running at idk how many km/hr.stress dohhh.ahahahha.trust me,fir can literally hafal all the lines from bohsia.ahahaha.make me laugh on the phone despite knowing the fact that im sick.ass.

bye.randompost.i know.i was bored.

i love the way she dance.pixie lott is effing hot can?

'All the boys and the girls they've got it going on,'

so just now meet iqah at cgh.since both our grandmother were admitted in hospital.hehs.meet my granny then hers.lol.afterwhich,went to parkway parade to search for some things and someone end up buying something.lol.

now im hurt
it's my mistake
i should have known right away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain